“Week in Review” is a bit too dry, so I’m changing the name of these personal posts to “What I’ve Been Up To”.
Sadly, what I’ve been up to this week has been mostly pain.
Back in March, when I was 41 weeks pregnant, I woke up in the middle of the night in terrible pain. And it wasn’t labour. I was admitted to hospital and spent three days being filled with morphine before Willow was induced. I had an ultrasound that revealed I was full of gallstones, but everyone was more preoccupied with my pregnancy than my pain, especially when it completely disappeared again after the birth. (It wasn’t a pleasant labour – lots of people say gallstones are worse than childbirth, but I’m pretty sure that both at once is worse again!)
In hindsight I probably should have followed up on the gallstones, but they had stopped hurting, and I had a newborn baby to look after, and I spent the first couple of months wrestling with post-natal depression before seeking help, so it really slipped my mind until about 10 days ago, when I woke up in suspiciously similar pain. Uh oh.
It wasn’t so bad at first, but gradually the attacks became more painful and more frequent, and I nearly headed into A&E a couple of times. By the time I got to see my doctor on Monday I was very uncomfortable at all times, taking far too many painkillers, and having trouble with every day activities like carrying Wil around, not to mention sleeping very poorly.
I’ve now been referred to the hospital to have surgery to remove my gallbladder, but we don’t yet know how quickly that will happen, so I’m in management mode. Fortunately the ultra-low-fat diet I adopted a few days ago is helping a lot, and I have been prescribed some Serious Business painkillers to take when necessary, so I’m no longer panicking about how I’m going to get through the next little while, but I’m still quite tender.
Also, I miss chocolate – though marshmallows have no fat, and I am also very fond of them!
Willow in her “knobbles and stripes” ensemble, one of my favourites!
Today I did the big bathroom rearrangement, moving everything potentially harmful from the cupboards under the sink to the wall cabinet. Wil is getting very close to crawling so I’m working my way through the house dealing with the most obvious hazards; I don’t intend to go overboard and purchase every baby-proofing product on the market, but medicines and cleaning products have to go up high! I also have baby gates waiting in the garage to block off our offices, which are full of cords and sharp things and tiny objects on low shelves. It’s so exciting to think we will have a little mobile person soon! I wonder how mischievous she will be?





















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